Being single is okay kot

14th June 2010. Mlm tuh kteorg gaduh. Again. But this time it ends with a nightmare. Tbe2 die kate nk clash. Aku tergamam. Seriously aku tk expect die ckp cmtuh. Tp aku mcm rela hati lepas kn die. Hm. Obviously die tk happy dgn aku. Maybe im not good enough fr him. So, mlm tuh kteorg clash. And utk mengelak kn kesedihan yg melampau aku tgk movie Percy Jackson kt laptop bersame room mates tercinte. Best. Aku okay utk dua jam. Then, before nk tdo aku sedih blk. Haihhh. Aku nangis smpai tertido. The next day, aku text beberape teman rapat aku bgtau ape yg terjadi.

Yaya : Em. Okay. Hope you'll be fine forever.
Suria : Okay lee. Kau take care je. Ade org lain utk kau tuh.
Munie : Be calm eh. Don't ever look back with what we've done.
Pejol : Wehh, saba ehh. Jgn sedih sgt. Kau tgh study, tkut kcau study lak.

Thanks kawan2. Aku rse tenang sikit lepas bace msg korg. Plus, dengan jadual kelas aku yg padat and hmwork yg menimbun. So, aku tkde la pk sangat. Cume bile time aku sorg2 aku teringat die. Hmm. Sedih sangat sangat. Em. Nk tknk terpakse terima kn. Dah tkde jodoh. There's nothing i can do about it. And i think it's best for both of us. Sb lately neh pn kteorg mcm tk bahagie, tk happy mcm dlu. Setiap kl text mesti gaduh. Ade je yg tk kene. So, i think this is the best way.

Note for youu ;
Biee, thanks fr everything.
Aten mntak maaf sgt2 selame neh aten byk sgt sakit kn hati biee.
I didn't mean to hurt you.
Em. Biee take care. Lepas neh aten dah tkde nk igt kn biee mcm2.
Lg stu, gud luck dkt uitm nnt. Blaja betul2.
And lastly, i hope you will find someone a lot better than me.
You deserve it.

Lots of love ; ftn rosley.